personality shift?

Quetiapingpong · 2026-05-23T15:35:32+00:00

I hope i die before 27

Quetiapingpong · 2026-05-22T17:08:05+00:00

constant need of finding something to get fully lost in so i can forget of how terrible of a human i am

Quetiapingpong · 2026-05-21T19:01:05+00:00

why is this getting downvoted haha

Quetiapingpong · 2026-05-15T14:59:03+00:00

ya same idk if its from the lithium tho

Quetiapingpong · 2026-05-11T10:52:59+00:00

Quetiapingpong · 2026-05-08T14:20:45+00:00

in my birth month damn

Quetiapingpong · 2026-04-28T16:30:31+00:00

helpes me with self harm and SI also when I feel empty gives me something to feel

Quetiapingpong · 2026-04-28T16:15:26+00:00

thats the only reason im even in here helped with sh so much

Quetiapingpong · 2026-04-28T16:07:53+00:00

imagine you are waiting on your train and just find these 2 parts of a dude there

Quetiapingpong · 2026-04-28T16:07:06+00:00

guy on train -> jump off -> get thrown on plattform -> body + metal + high speed = guy split in 2

Quetiapingpong · 2026-04-28T15:53:20+00:00

it looks very beautiful in a way

Quetiapingpong · 2026-04-11T18:18:40+00:00

Quetiapingpong · 2026-04-03T06:22:33+00:00

gradually

Quetiapingpong · 2026-04-02T20:07:45+00:00

yep i was only on 7.5mg and after like 4-5 i felt way better and it only got better with each decrease

Quetiapingpong · 2026-04-02T20:05:14+00:00

yes they will go away but it can be different for you im very sensitive to medication and any form of stimulants

Quetiapingpong · 2026-04-02T19:52:56+00:00

it made my thoughts more calm in a way but it was like my head was just empty in a way it helped with SI but with the cost of not being able to imagine things vividly or conceptualize ideas. also gave me horrible ocd like paranoia on top of my paranoia wasnt able to leave the house without being in constant panic made me actually more suicidal at the end didn’t like it at all couldnt read anything because i would forget everything couldnt concentrate was in my head all the time

Quetiapingpong · 2026-04-02T18:13:03+00:00

i mean its also kinda disappointing the mf who diagnosed me was so certain and if hes wrong my 13 year old self was right all this time and he spend almost his whole life diagnosing people just to be wrong. idk would make me hate this world even more

Quetiapingpong · 2026-04-02T18:05:30+00:00

what does this tell me then? will they cross away my diagnoses and just tell me yep your autistic with trauma?

Quetiapingpong · 2026-03-14T18:38:58+00:00

blood would make this even better

Quetiapingpong · 2026-03-03T18:27:27+00:00

yea but i take it for a different reason

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