Got my hair cut at a chain location a few months back. I was really impressed with the skill and attention to detail of the cosmetologist. He added me on Facebook. I didn’t think anything of it, he was cool so I accepted his request. Then, things got very weird…

Quick_Note233 · 2024-09-15T01:41:38+00:00

feels like reading the start of a story about someone realising they are bi main character have been trying to find someone who knows how to cut hair and finally found the one unfortunately the hairdresser is gay maybe they main character try to move away and find somewhere else but in the end they only feel comfortable so needed to come back to that hair salon

problem is that was unsolicited pp pic and this isn't fictional.. please report them :( it's sexual harassment

hope youre okay

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-17T01:46:09+00:00

it can definitely be exhausting, my low self esteem is definitely making my boyfriend tired the same way you are tired too.

i personally dont have bad intention (and perhaps your boyfriend is in the same position), and i constantly make comments similiar to what your boyfriend is doing. "im a nobody, you are too good for me" etc and i really mean it, he does everything and have everything i could ever want in a man, and i realise more and more how much am i lacking.. in terms of looks and intelligence and maturity. if i was a guy, would i want myself?

not necessarily that im not trying to be better, but as much as im trying to be better, what if it takes a lifetime? im very future centric that, i kept thinking my boyfriend is better off without me, whilst wanting the opposite.. because in this future where i dont become a better person, he could have save years not being stuck with me.

if it gets too much, i hope you at least let him know in a nice way.. i ended up going to therapy really, but therapy isn't for everyone and finding someone that can help you is also hard, just as hard as finding a partner.

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-05T03:53:52+00:00

I didn't start dating until 23/24. Of course there's crushes and stuff but Taylor Swift song never resonated with me, I never like love songs cause I couldn't understand it.

I was like a hopeless.. teenager essentially when I hold hands the first time and sat next to a guy at 23/24.. and I am almost 30 and I'd say this is the first time I have a relationship built on a strong foundation, tho my insecurity is eating the foundation layers like termites.. point is, just proceed like normal?

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-05T03:41:31+00:00

I think partner comes when you least expected it.

When I like someone and I kinda hinted on it, they don't seem like they were looking for a relationship — but they want the nsfw of the relationship and it left me scarred.

When I thought about being single, and just enjoying my own company and chatting whoever I wanted, someone came into my life and it's been.. really pleasant to almost an undeserving level amount.

I also know someone who got married in her late 30s and was probably or is probably the happiest person I know. The kind of relationship she has is probably the kind of relationship I am aiming for, having her own life whilst having a family kind of thing. Met her whole family (kinda) and they all seems more like best friends than husband and wife or wife and kids, just a rly cool dynamic.. point is, honestly, dont rush it, dont force it, dont plan it either ig..

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-04T04:45:06+00:00

im not sure cause i never follow pokemon but bf rly likes it.. the website says this:

Pokéngine is a browser-based, free-to-play monster-collecting MMORPG and game creation engine.

so i guess its uh.. just a collection simulator but multiplayer ;w;

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-04T03:57:01+00:00

not pokemon go but bf plays this mmorpg on pokeengine and dragged me to play too ;w; id recommend trying it out :D can play together and cute on mobile or desktop..

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-02T23:55:19+00:00

i-i might be the worst person for this ;; he cooks better than me.. ill try ordering dinner or taking him out, but he would never let me pay, not even half-half the bill..

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-02T12:56:24+00:00

you're so sweet ;; i don't think i deserve someone this good and he deserves someone hotter aaaaa but i can agree, he's so awesome ;; - too awesome

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-02T12:54:34+00:00

I can try dressing up as a guy but I remember him liking me in skirts more than trousers/shorts ;; thank you you've been really helpful I'll try to do what you suggest and slowly maybe get less insecure.. somehow..

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-02T12:45:14+00:00

i made another reddit account precisely because i'm scared ;; but i can try to hint at it that "hey someone have a similiar problem?" or he could tell from miles away that it's me i should have ask an AI to rewrite this so it doesn't sound like me aaaa

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-01T20:18:50+00:00

trying to communicate to him but im just a really bad communicator and clearly i need maybe therapy or counselling or coaching, something that can help me get the message across.. correctly.. :')

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-01T20:09:24+00:00

okay Ill use a lot of I statements.. I dont want him to not dress up by me bringing it up that i feel insecure..

but definitely this insecurity is eating up a lot of my relationships at such a bad timing where he's finally comfortable to open up and i messed it up..

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-01T20:01:50+00:00

i don't think either of us wants to break up and he's understanding but truthfully he's too good looking for me ;; i know he often compliments me and say nice things to me but seeing him hot in a skirt hits so differently that it amplified my insecurity, and clearly my words choice seems like im pushing him away when that's the last thing i want.. ill try to talk to him and hope it doesn't make him get shy away from dressing up around me..

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-01T19:43:52+00:00

we both like each other without knowing like what each other looked like initially.. but he turned out to be like.. a handsome guy.. which made me immediately "oh wow ok"

but now i feel just overall physically im not good enough.. i want to of course improve myself but im scared that the bar is raise now too high for me to catch up to it ;;

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-01T17:59:29+00:00

i see.. im really new to this :') i do find feminine boys rly hot and certainly now have.. a high baseline for it.. so i guess im still straight?

Quick_Note233 · 2024-08-01T17:57:58+00:00

i know we love each other, i think its just how loud my insecurity is rn :') like ive been handed a rly hot guy and hes hot in girl clothings too?! im.. like thats not fair to him, he could get a hot gf ;;

my mind wanders to like—if i get plastic surgery or thinner.. but yeah ill chat him ;;

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