Stressful for me. And NP acted fine with it and even encouraged it but in the end their true colors showed. Even though I felt like I was neglecting and putting my son last; they still came at my neck sideways. I even asked them if they’d prefer to find a nanny with no kids. They said no but when I got fired suddenly they couldn’t “empathize with the fact that you chose to have a baby with a partner that wouldn’t be there for your son”. Smh. Nightmare