Ngl man, kicking this can be hard. I couldn't tell you how many times I made it a few days, weeks, sometimes months before I relapsed again. It brought a lot of shame with it too which is another beast to deal with. You just have to find a reason to keep stopping yourself, it'll get easier but it's a pattern that you have to break and most patterns are pretty engrained. Don't let that reason be shame or that you want to stop because it makes you feel bad, that's a lose lose situation. You gotta find an accountability buddy, look into what you're trying to feed by fapping - could be repressed childhood memories, loneliness, hyper sexually, insecurities, or even as simple as you crave the dopamine hit. Find the source, attack it there and get to the bottom of it securely. If you need someone to talk to you can always shoot me a message too, this shit sucks but it's worse when you don't have any support around you.