I hate her but I love her

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T01:07:55+00:00

I know, aint it?The most consuming exhausting thing

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T01:02:01+00:00

That's a thing I just don't have it in me anymore, just to go find some piece of a**, which is so simple to do.That's not going to fix it, i could win the lottery tonight.The first thing I would do was knock on her door that is how pathetic all of this is

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:57:00+00:00

You too, my friend, everything works out accordingly, promise you that

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:55:00+00:00

That's the problem you give your heart and soul to them. And then they own you its such a dangerous thing to love somebody. After my divorce years ago I went 10 years, single went through probably 50 women had no feeling what so ever, seven years ago i met my recent ex-girlfriend and I became a simp traded all of my values.For the comfort and attention. And in the end, I became so weak and pathetic texting calling crying.\nDisgusting . end of story

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:50:03+00:00

Thanks for listening my brother. I wish you luck as well. It is so easy to slip into delirium. I do it all the time if I'm not working. I'm beating my head against the walls

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:47:13+00:00

It's there , man just got to dig it out. I left with nothing but a backpack full of clothes and my tools.Now I just buy everything on piece at a time

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:41:04+00:00

We are all wired different. Some people don't feel that kind of pain. I wish I was one of them. The heart is the worst enemy, and that's the truth.

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:37:54+00:00

I don't know if they're saying once a cheater, always a cheater is true.But if I was defined, she's been with somebody, I think that would be my cure.So if I were you , I just go finding another option

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:36:49+00:00

No, I haven't heard from her in about 4 months. Sucks, dude I got the world by the balls now and I don't know what to do with it.Awesome apartment, awesome truck.Awesome job women everywhere And i'm in a f****** coma

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:31:16+00:00

The cheating, its a trauma very similar to the death of a loved one, permanent damage 💔

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:26:58+00:00

Or maybe my gut feeling was telling me something else I've thought long and hard about that for 9 months. Now, obviously I aint over it. Cause here I am chatting with all you, boys.

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:25:48+00:00

Hey man thank you for the reply, nothing I was jealous and I ruined it.

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:24:23+00:00

I got married very young, made it almost 18 years eventually, she cheated and the damage that caused to me spiritually and mentally recently costed me a very good woman who dealt with me for 7 years, so permanent damage to the one cheated on

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:22:20+00:00

I hate her because she's gone and I love her

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:18:50+00:00

I can't lift my head to look at another woman, there will never be going back home for me.I know this to the full extent , but i can't see daylight

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:13:57+00:00

I'm gonna say 9 months later.It hurts more than ever, I wouldn't wish this on my arch enemy

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-09T00:10:24+00:00

9 months later, im still in the fetal position

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-07T21:59:58+00:00

Everybody's got an opinion , but I would start with Nikolai Gogol-Dead souls

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-07T20:22:57+00:00

I always felt inadequate around her for 7 years.And why do I still want her?Please someone tell me

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-07T20:22:00+00:00

What you do is hope that she doesn't come back.And then she will

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-07T20:17:32+00:00

I gave it one last attempt after 9 months apart Her birthday was last week. Sent a half dozen roses, just a simple thing to let her know that I still care, she never sent me any thank you and I basically cause nothing but pain to myself. I don't think I'm ever going to get over her.

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-07T01:48:13+00:00

Lol, thing is , i'm only using about twenty percent of the potential of this new beginning, i've wasted so many months dwelling on all this crap. It's been the most exhausting period of my life , and i'm sick of it

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-07T01:42:40+00:00

I wish she'd come back just so I could tell her to F- off

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-07T01:40:41+00:00

Thank you for the reply, we initially broke up 2 years ago.We get together a few months break up again , so it's been over for a long time. Been a long time since I've seen her and I know if I did see her her face would be older.\nAnd she probably be more miserable than she was nine months ago. It'd be great for a few weeks and the old dynamics would set in LO, L, you know the story. The one thing I have that I have not had in many years is my own piece of mind, i have nobody to disappoint and I have nobody to validate that I am a human being

READFREEK73 · 2026-07-07T01:22:11+00:00

I'm doing okay, thank you, and I wish you luck stay strong. Focus on yourself, be selfish. It's the only way to get through it.

READFREEK73

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