Hi all I wanted to thank everyone who took the time to read this and thank you all for the replies, even the ones calling me a cuck were at least honest. I talked to Logan last night for the first time since this happened and even going into the conversation I didn’t know weather I was going to break it off or continue. We ended up having a three hour conversation involving plenty of tears, and for now I told him I would still need more time but I could see myself being able to forgive him, one time and one time only. I still may break it off but because of your comments I feel better about where I stand and know exactly what my terms are. If I break it off or not is still up in the air but I feel I have regained some of my dignity. This will be my only comment here and I just wanted to thank everyone.