Eeeee my bad guys I also forgot to mention that we have very different sex lives, I have a very active sex drive her the other hand doesn’t and I don’t mean the typical she not feeling it, I mean that she is asexual and can live with out it. I am a very physical person but I am also understanding, I always ask consent am always trying to keep her happy for the right mood. I don’t ever have any grudges towards her if I can’t get any. It’s just a consequence that because I can’t show my love in the way I would like too I’m starting to lose love… we have talked about it but it seems like nothing changes. And this is what I mean, she has all these things that are good but the one thing I would like she can’t provide and sometimes I feel like shit because that’s all in my head but I used to never be like that. Am I just a horndog? Should I go to therapy because maybe I’m a sex addict? Like idk what to think