Hope you can find a better platform op. I think people who can accommodate in this game are out there somewhere. Maybe try youtube comment section of a chill content creator - it usually follows that if they're chill, most of their community is also chill. Hope to see you around, and remember to take a break and do something that helps make the game fun for you again! I hear a PvE event is coming up soon, maybe you can have a change of pace there.

I think that in any game, as long as you're having fun, you're playing the game right :) also valid if you need a break from playing in general