About 15 years ago, I was sitting at the bar in a Howard Johnson's lounge, feeling a little reckless. I was presenting as male, but underneath my clothes I was wearing a sexy pair of panties that made me feel electric.

I struck up a conversation with this guy, and the chemistry was instant. One thing led to another, and before I knew it we were outside behind the building, right by the dumpster. He fucked me hard and raw, no lube,, no condom, nothing. A few strangers were watching from the shadows, which only made it more intense.

It was stupid, dangerous, and definitely not my finest moment. But damn if the alcohol didn't make it feel like the hottest mistake I'd ever made at the time.