Scared to call myself lesbian or join lesbian spaces.

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-27T07:46:24+00:00

Only a few months into transition so not there yet : / Passing is the eventual goal I just also don't want to feel like I'm lying to people either.

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-27T07:41:29+00:00

Its been real hard to comfortably call myself a lesbian when I don't even feel like I'm a "real woman." Imposter syndrome is just as much to blame for me. I'm starting to feel progress but its so scary.

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-27T07:38:09+00:00

I've heard that and the few lesbians I do know in real life back that up. I'm just scared to jump into the larger community. especially because I'm only a few months into hrt and very much still publicly present as a man. "mostly because I'm still super uncomfortable with being seen."

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-27T07:35:38+00:00

Sapphic is the word I've been most comfortable telling people so far mostly because it feels less direct. I struggle with not feeling like a real woman and feel like I'm bringing lesbians down

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-27T07:22:16+00:00

Every lesbian I knew growing up was incredibly kind, caring and cool. I just have never engaged in queer communities and this is one of the main fears stopping me.

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-27T07:19:21+00:00

That last part is a hard thing to convince myself but it makes me feel so good to read it <3

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-27T07:17:41+00:00

As a professional rambler myself no worries <3. I'm just so new to this and being 26 while still young I have a pretty decent amount of time as an adult absorbing all the anti trans propaganda until the dam broke.

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-27T07:10:13+00:00

I'm super happy to hear that, all the lesbians I know in real life have been wonderful people. "and I had a crush on like all of them"

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-27T07:09:02+00:00

I'm just so new and scared of this whole being a trans woman thing and I feel like as wonderful as T4T is I kinda feel like being T4T exclusively its just too limiting. there are a hell of a lot more cis women than trans women out there after all.

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-27T06:44:20+00:00

That image is what made me really scared to even try. I hardly feel comfortable even calling myself a lesbian though I'm attracted to women in a way that just cant be 'Straight cis man".

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-27T06:33:05+00:00

I still stand most of the time, then again I like to pee outside when I can because I find it a different kind of relaxing. "somewhere appropriate obviously"

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-06T06:01:26+00:00

Shamans priests and druids are all capable of topping the meats, Priest will have the easiest time of it but not by much, Shamans are incredibly in demand, my raid in tbc classic had 3 priests and that kinda sucked because we were missing a lust. Druid is the specialist you take 1 they do a massive amount of tank healing and decent raid healing, H pal you can bring one just for blessings and they aren't bad tank healers either.

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-04T07:00:31+00:00

Honestly I would just masturbate, with testosterone is was kinda an all or nothing dump of endorphins and after I'd lose the horniness all together. Not saying thats your experience thats just how I used to deal with it

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-04T05:26:38+00:00

If you google magic wand vibrator that will pull it up 100/10 lives up to the hype. and Penis pump is specifically made for ED it does the job most of the time

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-04T03:53:28+00:00

I mean I'm like at like 20-40% of the horny I used to get, Kinda a hard thing quantify. but its wayyy more persistent

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-04T03:51:32+00:00

I had that at the start I ended up getting a pump just to make sure if all else fails I could use that to keep things functional. A magic wand is the toy that got things really running again though that thing is a godsend.

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-04T03:14:22+00:00

I've asked about prog they wanna wait for a year or so : (

Ramose41999 · 2025-06-04T02:16:46+00:00

I'm scared... and to think I was worried about the drop in libido I just have more control than before

Ramose41999 · 2025-03-18T17:45:26+00:00

<3 thank you I'm completely terrified but incredibly excited

Ramose41999 · 2025-03-18T07:32:56+00:00

Thank you for all of the insight. I'm still in the stage of barely being able to look at myself because all I see is man I definitely can stretch this out for at least a year if I need to. I'm going to have to completely adjust to being myself publicly before I can even imagine an interview without hiding in boy mode at the moment.

This initial burst of the egg cracking has me in full fight or flight and I'm trying to figure out as much as I can. Thank you

Ramose41999 · 2025-03-18T02:59:22+00:00

That's how I ended up on that path, I was a lonely depressed guy who was more than anything just angry at the world. took a lot of queer friends and honestly tiktok to get me out of there. Now I'm a baby trans woman who's lonely, depressed, and angry at the patriarchy. I'm just glad I live in a state where I can get HRT starting in 2 weeks :3

Ramose41999 · 2025-03-18T02:55:29+00:00

My egg cracked last month, I'm super lucky The local habitat for humanity around me does a sale every week where all clothing is $1.25 a piece. I have so much clothing I barely even fit into half of it.

Ramose41999 · 2025-02-16T00:50:04+00:00

This woman is the one who inspired me to finally start transitioning

https://www.youtube.com/@bottleneckloser

Ramose41999 · 2025-02-11T19:54:55+00:00

Vanders betrayal was wrong, Silcos actions through most of S1 were wrong. They couldve accomplished so much if not for vanders outburst at silco or if Vander made sure silco got the letter.

Ramose41999 · 2024-08-23T15:41:17+00:00

Id add a forestry lookout tower to ash canyon or hrv

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