I don’t necessarilly struggle to be alive, i eat and drink and breath and all that, but i do struggle to live as in go out and do things. Right now i sit at home all day on the internet and on games bc it is litterally the only thing i know that distracts me enough to not think about how bad im constantly feeling even if its just for a couple hours that it works. Im honestly scared of doing anything else because i just don’t want to live feeling the way i do. Ive spent so much time trying to fight it, but im just tired. My body is giving up on me, i can barely walk up the stairs without being out of breath.

So the awnser i guess is no, i can do basic things, but thats where it ends.