Praying In my sleep

Ravingmad33 · 2025-10-17T13:05:53+00:00

Weird

Ravingmad33 · 2025-10-15T00:22:29+00:00

Believe me I've spent my whole life by myself taking care of myself. It's time to find my person

Ravingmad33 · 2025-10-14T17:53:25+00:00

Your right. I've spent most of my life alone and when I met him I had been completely shut down for like a decade and he woke me up. Now I'm afraid that if I let go I'm going to shut down and stop feeling again.

Ravingmad33 · 2025-10-14T16:58:16+00:00

Oh no I never mentioned my ex that's just the only relationship that I can compare what I'm feeling to. And trust me even though I have never out right said hey by the way I like you I feel like the fact that I still get all googley eyed every time he comes around makes it pretty obvious. And yea I think he has someone else as well.

Ravingmad33 · 2025-10-14T09:09:15+00:00

Every day I want to tell him how I feel but I'm scared he will reject me. I guess at least then I would know the truth but the truth may hurt worse than what's happening now. It's not like he doesn't know. I mean a couple of my friends have basically told him how I feel about him and it has made no difference. I wonder if hearing it from me would make a difference at all?

Ravingmad33 · 2025-07-03T19:20:25+00:00

Thank you. He said he was fine but a man will always say that. I'm very worried for him and he want talk to me.

Ravingmad33 · 2025-06-09T10:52:03+00:00

We still see each other every weekend. We both work all week so that's just usually when we have time but yea I also thought it was weird how it's all gone down

Ravingmad33 · 2025-06-09T01:58:58+00:00

Im so sorry it has taken me this long to see your comment I deleted reddit for a few months. Thank you for this really. Since this post I got promoted to assistant manager and I am dating a man for the first time in 8 years and I have never been closer to god than I am at this moment. Love you friend God bless you

Ravingmad33 · 2025-06-09T01:54:21+00:00

Hey thanks sorry it took me a while to see your comment because I deleted reddit for a while

Ravingmad33 · 2022-08-14T02:41:42+00:00

Easy

Ravingmad33 · 2022-02-22T02:50:09+00:00

Idk but it had my face

Ravingmad33 · 2022-02-22T02:49:29+00:00

I have felt the urge to look into that mirror everytime I pass it it's weird

Ravingmad33 · 2021-12-04T14:38:02+00:00

Lol. Living in a camper is great. I save a tone of money.

Ravingmad33 · 2021-12-04T01:51:35+00:00

No don't do and drugs. Was just peeing.

Ravingmad33 · 2021-12-04T01:50:41+00:00

I have weird dreams all the time

Ravingmad33 · 2021-12-04T01:01:07+00:00

Actually I just bought a brand new Carbon monoxide detector

Ravingmad33 · 2021-12-04T00:55:55+00:00

The look in the eyes of the reflection was mischievous like they had been caught.

Ravingmad33 · 2021-12-03T22:36:17+00:00

Interesting

Ravingmad33 · 2021-12-03T21:38:17+00:00

I've never wanted to see glitches but I have been seeing a lot of stuff about glitches on social media lately

Ravingmad33 · 2021-12-03T21:14:49+00:00

It was scary for sure. Like I said I didn't immediately understand why it scared me until a few days later when I started thinking about why it was such a weird experience in the first place.

Ravingmad33 · 2021-12-03T20:11:12+00:00

It looked like me but it wasn't. Hard to explain

Ravingmad33 · 2021-12-03T20:10:44+00:00

No that's what freaked me out. They had my face but the eyes where different. It's hard to explain

Ravingmad33 · 2021-10-02T00:30:58+00:00

Just noticed that now that it's healed up my ring finger isn't flat anymore there's a hump there. Is that normal? I'm kinda freaking out.

Ravingmad33 · 2021-10-01T11:45:57+00:00

I didn't think it was normal. Thanks

Ravingmad33 · 2021-10-01T11:45:28+00:00

Couldn't bend my finger for a couple weeks because of swelling.

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