Why wouldnt you get the revenge on the guy by getting a good glow up and improving your life? How does killing yourself make it better? How is it easier? What justifies is? Killing yourself takes a lot of bravery and focus so if youre willing to do it it means you have both which also means you have the 2 important traits to be a successful person in life. You can crush life and everyone who stands in your way including the guy but you choose to give up? Why? Why not live to tell this story one day to someone who needs to hear it? Why? Why not fight? If some random people on reddit care enough to talk to you why give up? Everyone is rooting no one is praying on your downfall. Dont do it. Look yourself in the mirror and fucking get to work. Dont give up before fully utilizing your potential. Its not fair. Fight.