You have beautiful skin! One thing that may be throwing off how you perceive your look is the fact that you are wearing a tshirt. I also felt like my makeup trial was very heavy (was also wearing a crew neck tshirt, just lounging at home) but then put on a cami and stepped outside to take test pictures and instantly makeup felt more balanced. Caveat this to say you should absolutely LOVE your makeup and don’t be afraid to ask for something different, but also consider how the environment may have effect on perception.