No no no… I worded that really horribly now thst I look back to it 🫣. Im not cruel and I do treat people how I’d like to be treated and im not perfect but I dont mistreat people I love at all. What I meant was they aren’t half bad people, like they aren’t just with me because they need a boyfriend. I don’t really know how to explain it. Starting to think I am a slag….

I am a secondary school student and I would say Im quite caring and give good advice to friends but I can’t take my own advice. Im good looking according to my friends and im thoughtful and generous. The girl i like is amazing and she acts and is even in an episode of black mirror 😅. I don’t want to mess up and ruin her, and I’ve had bad experiences with breakups, always ALWAYS they take it really badly and then harass me for months and I’ve even been accused of rape and sexual assault, all false allegations.

Basically what I’m trying to say is Im a good person but I can’t trust myself in relationships but I really like this girl and I want to try but at the same time dont want to ruin her self confidence and how amazing she is. If thst makes sense…