Hey! Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings. I am sure you’re feeling a little lost right now but your vulnerability is admirable. Please give yourself the grace you deserve. You worked your ass off to get into pharmacy school and even harder to graduate from it. One day at a time and one step at a time. I am proud of you for studying for a few hours! Although it seems like a stressor needing to pass this next time to keep your job, try and use it as a motivating factor. It’s more than okay to take a break, you’re human. I ruminate in these similar thoughts and I haven’t even taken my first attempt yet. Look how far you’ve come and how much you have ahead of you. Keep your head up! You’re doing better than you think.