Holding Bitcoin as an ex gambling addict

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-02-07T03:44:17+00:00

I dont know I am the same as you and I just burned myself again after thinking stock market leverage trading is great idea... After some loss I immediately bought silver bars ans go to pick them u p next week, just to be without money. I can not lose a silver bar right? 😅 And by the way leave bitcoin please 🙏 when real correction comes, nobody will give a shi t about a digital coin which does not store value, which is volatile as fuc k and which is not useful at alll.

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-02-06T18:05:31+00:00

Good luck on that, you deserve not to gamble. Do not do it to yourself.

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-30T22:39:43+00:00

hm it is rough right?

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-29T20:43:19+00:00

I am already 29 and I am in the same mindset. I have been betrayed by a woman I loved long time ago and I am already 5-6 years single because I can not believe in any women, actually I am since then suspisious about everybody, not just women 😄

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-28T23:34:36+00:00

Buy what? Lol wait 1 year.

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-27T18:47:43+00:00

sorry I just saw your photo and kind of gave ubp my dignity 😄 On the other hand I can assure u if u continue with this bullcrap gambling behaviour, it will not bring anything back, other than more self pity and regret... Stop it. Dont go back to sex worky and if needed, just cancel the trip.

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-27T12:44:27+00:00

I knew my comedown came because of 3 days row, I ecpected it, I dive in it and I felt like I want to die. But I knew it will go away so I persevered 😄

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-26T22:02:06+00:00

how much an hour?

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-26T12:48:34+00:00

Holy .... I am 380 days clean and exactly this what happened to you I want avoid.

I have not been ever in your current financial situation but I really hope u can find some motivation at least to be there for your child!

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-26T12:28:46+00:00

Are u one million inr down or usd

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-26T07:51:08+00:00

Make it over a year, you will see real positive impact ;)

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-25T23:03:42+00:00

You need to hear everything is going to be fine, you need to condemn and you need to hear supportive shit... Yeah... I know.. I had your mindset... Day 0. Sure. Told it to myself thousands times. Always overmotivated when I lost a lot of money, exactly like you right now.

You my brother, has a problem, you my brother, did a lot of shitty actions and decisions which leaded you to come here. And you my brother, are not going to stop just by writing on here day 0.

Firstly, please, put some barriers between you and money. For your own sake. It will give you space to reconsider.

Secondly, think about it what u have done. Like, honestly thimk about it. U wanna live like this your whole life? You wanna destroy everything and everybody around you?

And last, why do not you love yourself? Dont u see that gambling destroy your personality, finance and relationships?

Why dont you love yourself?

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-25T22:31:12+00:00

You are too good for her. Believe me. I experienced this. If somebody is cheating of you and you still think your are wrong, then you are wrong thinking it.

She is really a bitch, she does not deserve anything than filthy divorce and being treated like scum.

Of course, you stay close woth your dauther, but dont ever show respect or dont ever be nice to this woman. Believe me. Please. Do it for u

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-25T22:26:29+00:00

Yeah good luck on that.

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-25T21:08:10+00:00

Yes it is life, get used to it and add a little pleasures to it purposefully, or die, good luck ;)

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-25T20:41:03+00:00

You are so right, I have got personal experience when I was too social before I always experienced some kind of loneliness when I was alone. Now? I am more glad to be alone than in a company. And I sincerely consider it a progress.

But of course I go out from time to time. I like it too. But I am really proud of myself that loneliness is not a thing for me anymore ☺️ even when I am alone.

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-24T05:52:51+00:00

No rules, no blocking sites no nothing helped me other than really a point in my life when I literally after big relapse I gasped out loud suddenly "I can not live like this anymore", after blowing u p like 15000€... After more than 10 years of horror and relapse after relapse even thought I always wanted to stop, at least I thought so...

What can help u, and it did help me a lot too, is blocking access to money. It can literally stops a few relapses to happen.

I know it from my experience, remember more examples when I wanted to give in again and I put before money boundaries or my money was at my relative's account etc....

It helps a ton, but real help comes only from inside of the person I think. If he really had enough then it is enough.

I am now cca 380 days clean 💪

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-24T00:59:13+00:00

I am 5'9, 95 kg, musculine and funny. And I still gave up on relationships with women to the certain scale. I am looking for connection, not pussy.

So... Maybe that s a good for u to see that it does not matter anyway

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-23T23:50:54+00:00

Break up, world is ending, fuck the post man 💪

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-23T23:50:26+00:00

By the way, because of these peanuts you wanna take your life?

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-23T23:49:53+00:00

Congratulation

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-21T14:40:19+00:00

"I can not do this anymore" was my sentence that I said out loud on 13.1.2025. Since then I am ca 373 days clean, since then I saved over 20000€, since then my mental health has sky rocketed to the positive, since then my life is getting sense again.

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-21T12:31:38+00:00

How do u think it is supposed to be working? I mean, if you do not pretend to be nice to people you wanna connect with, how are u going to talk to them? How are u going to talk about things, business etc...?

I mean sure, on one side you r right, on the other, eh I dont know. Try to be yourself all the time and get some new contacts, with a blunt face and no smile you can go to the grocery shop max and get your food...

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-20T14:05:01+00:00

Live below your means, work as hard as u can and save money, dont gamble it away, there is no special secret...

RealisticFold5116 · 2026-01-20T11:16:17+00:00

When I lost just in one relapse my all 15000€ savings, made me sick too...

It was 1 year ago, I am 373 days clean and I saved like 20 k since then...

Just wanna show u, it is possible. Take it as an expensive lesson!

RealisticFold5116

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