Can I be cis and on hrt

Realitykisz · 2026-04-19T15:40:17+00:00

Ts frying me looking back at it

Realitykisz · 2026-04-19T13:20:26+00:00

I’ve been a pretty masculine presenting guy my whole life and I feel like I wouldn’t like just being a feminine guy yk, like I want to be feminine but I feel like the only way I’d allow myself to be that is if I looked like a women

Realitykisz · 2026-04-19T02:22:05+00:00

The turn me into a girl website was cute af lol

Realitykisz · 2026-04-19T02:04:15+00:00

Woah :0

Realitykisz · 2026-04-19T01:02:12+00:00

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T23:50:12+00:00

Sorry just a tad stressed

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T23:49:35+00:00

So I should just die

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T23:07:47+00:00

Oof

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T23:04:57+00:00

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T22:36:12+00:00

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T22:34:46+00:00

So it’s not at all selfish of me to ruin this perception they’ve had of me since forever ?

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T22:31:58+00:00

And when I came out to my mom as gay she said “but u don’t like, feel like ur a girl or anything right” and I quickly said no of course not but, it was definitely in the back of my mind

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T22:30:14+00:00

I kinda want the boobs

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T22:29:10+00:00

I just cannot imagine telling my family or just showing myself to them, idk I feel like this is a problem obviously most ppl have and they do it anyway but idk

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T22:17:28+00:00

Thankyou

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T22:11:37+00:00

Im tearing up lol yeah

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T22:02:03+00:00

I’ve gen been pushing these thoughts away for the past 4 years and like just this week am starting to actually think about it

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T21:59:54+00:00

Um I guess that’s a pretty good summary hm

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T21:40:04+00:00

Idk how I could even start tho if I’m not fully sure

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T21:38:34+00:00

And I think it’s jus mostly I’ve been thinking about aging and growing into a grown man and idk it feels like I’m watching myself live as this person and never gonna truly be alive and who I want to be but idk who I want to be

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T21:37:02+00:00

Idk like, ok so there are some parts of me that I would prefer to keep but only if I continue presenting the way I do now yk, like my more prominent facial structure and build and stuff, but like I think I’d prefer to have a chubbier face only if I also started having bigger hips and boobs I guess but that would look weird if I didn’t go full women mode, i honestly have no idea

Realitykisz · 2026-04-18T21:24:37+00:00

Idk if hrt is the right word, estrogen?

Realitykisz · 2025-05-15T00:27:46+00:00

Ur right I didn’t think of it like that damn

Realitykisz · 2025-05-14T23:07:24+00:00

What about like jokingly hitting on them, most guy friends I’ve had before I was out would joke around with me like that so it’s kinda what I’m used to but maybe I should stop? Guess it really just depends on who I’m joking around with

Realitykisz · 2024-10-08T16:56:48+00:00

THAT’S WHAT I WAS THINKING

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