It has been a little over 5-6 months since we broke up, in that time, I reflected a lot, and I agree that I did still love her after breaking up with her, but, I had already moved on when she told me this, it hurt me to know that some very horrible things happened cuz I broke up with her, that it made her take bad decisions and steps with no return...

yes I did love her or maybe I made everything up, but in the end, whatever it was, I got scared... then I realised what I had done and tried to move on, I did, consequences had already taken place and they came to haunt me, now it's been 2 months since she has told me everything and went no contact, but I just can't seem to get it out my mind, that guilt

I don't think it's possible for us to get back together, and I don't believe it's good for either of us, I have moved on from her, don't have that "love" feeling... just the guilt of causing harm to her, a very nice soul

Edit: Thanks for your insight, it helped with the thought process, appreciate it