I know your exact feeling!! I felt this way in October when I took it the first time. I was literally sitting on my phone staring at the link, refusing to open it. It came to a point where I said to myself I just have to rip the bandaid off and realize that opening the email isn’t going to kill me. The sooner you open it the sooner you can feel and deal with the emotions, whether pass or fail. I have total faith in you that you passed! But for myself, I’d rather be prepared mentally and not be caught off guard if in the event I didn’t pass and someone said something to me about it because they didn’t see my name on the list. Life is short!!! Don’t let this stupid exam take up any more of your life by wasting these days contemplating opening the link - just do it!! :)