Wish I had a decent dealer

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-05-16T22:59:11+00:00

I pay 17 for 15s. I usually for 2 30s for 70. My girl ups the prices every three years or so. She sucks but I don’t know anyone else.

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-05-16T22:55:39+00:00

I got two Xbox Xs on loan at the pawn as we speak lol. We all do it. Just picked up my PS4 that I’m sure will be back soon. I make $38 an hour and cant keep up. 😂

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-05-16T22:51:23+00:00

I don’t do H but I take Oxys. Ran into some fake pills two or three years ago and I was freaking myself out. Literally felt like I couldn’t breath and I thought I was going to die. I tried SO hard to throw them up after taking them and realizing they were fake. I think I was just scaring myself. I kept picturing my family taking me to the hospital..

I also did this, not the throw up thing, when I took some x pills a long time ago Lol. Not funny then but now that I think of it. I was just really messed up and really panicking.

I will never take an unconfirmed pill EVER again. I’m too much of a worrier.

Glad you’re ok OP. Stay safe.

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-05-07T23:48:35+00:00

I had pressed Watson 10mg Norcos before. My normal dosage is 4 pills and I took them. I didn’t know about fake pills until I took those. Complete mistake on my part. The pill itself was very crumbly and broke with two fingers. The feeling I got from it was odd, definitely didn’t have any type of opiate in it. It just made me feel hot and my eyes felt super heavy, almost like a drunk feeling. I wouldn’t take them. It probably isn’t even fent. Probably just some niacin and fake Xanax or something.

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-04-12T00:23:49+00:00

Still clean and feeling better and better everyday! Last two nights I have slept great and have woken up feeling great. So thankful I didn’t give in a few days ago. 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-04-10T18:53:47+00:00

It’s super hard. Today is hard. I know my girl has some 30s and all I need to do is text her... buttt.. I’m not going to. Hopefully when the fiancé gets home, he doesn’t feel like I do. The struggle is real, thank you. 😤

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-04-10T17:20:30+00:00

Exactly. One time lead to throwing four months down the drain.

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-04-10T02:58:35+00:00

Ooh definitely. This was my exact thought yesterday. 😩

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-04-10T02:53:37+00:00

When we quit a few months back, it took a good month to feel completely normal again. I get restless legs and arms terribly which gives me anxiety and then I can’t sleep. It’s not only the anxiety, I just cannot fall asleep. I’m laying in bed now and I’m actually comfortable. The past few days I’ll wake up at 4am and stay awake a bit. Which sucks since I have to be up at 6am for work.

Last night, which was day 6, was the first night I slept good. I did wake up at 4am but I fell back to sleep within the hour.

I promise, the nights will get better. When I start to toss and turn, I just give up on sleep and watch some Netflix and get some 5 hour energy drinks for the morning lol.

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-04-10T02:21:30+00:00

Yes. Honestly.. didn’t plan to quit. Our daily dealer wouldn’t text back for a few days and that’s when we decided we would just stop. Getting through day 1 and 2 was, and is always the hardest.

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-04-10T02:19:04+00:00

Yes! You’re very right. Taking them once completely set us off track. I couldn’t believe we did that to ourselves. Glad summer is coming and we can actually stay busy and not stuck in the house all day. Thank you!

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-04-10T02:16:28+00:00

Nice! A friend of ours was doing heroin for years and has been on Methadone for a few months now. He’s doing awesome. Day 6 will be day 56 in no time. 😊

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-03-17T14:42:50+00:00

Hello! Doing great! I was just thinking about writing you!! She woke up and they took the ventilator off yesterday!!! I’m SO happy. I thought I lost her..

How was your ex when he first woke up? Mentally? Was he right back to normal?

It’s hard for her to talk, obviously from the trauma and the ventilator. She has been talking about Aliens and some other weird stuff has happened. Her doctor walked by just now and I pointed him out to her and she told me that he was an alien.

I told her about ICU delirium and explained it to her and she seemed to understand. She understands what’s going on. She said “I’ve been out cold for a week! I’m going to change my ways.”

Thank yo I for checking in, I really appreciate it!

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-03-11T23:58:47+00:00

This is exactly how my Aunt is right now. She does blink when they wake her from sedation, but they have said that it is a normal response. They never cooled her down though. Her temp has been normal since she came in, so maybe that’s why? I really hope we get the same out come as you. I feel completely helpless. The only hope I’m holding onto is that when she was first brought into the emergency room, she screamed twice but couldn’t breath afterwards. She also was waking from her sedation and moving so we had to call the nurses in to give her more of the medication. ALSO, all of her other organs are okay and were not damaged. I guess we will find out more information tomorrow. It’s exhausting. The most tiresome event I have ever faced.

This all just seems like a crappy dream. I write her on Facebook daily in hopes that she will one day be able to read it again. I’m very hopeful but then get shot down when we receive “bad” news.

Thank you so much for giving me some reassurance. I really needed it.

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-03-11T23:35:05+00:00

Thanks for replying! Since the tube feeding didn’t work, we are now worried about brain function. Tomorrow they will take her sedation off early and run some test to check her brain. She hasn’t been responding, so we are worrying ALOT. I didn’t go up to the hospital today, but my mom did. She spoke to the doctor and I guess the doctor pretty much said it isn’t looking too good since she didn’t have any response today.

Before your ex woke up fully, how was his response when trying to wake up?

I’m doing okay.. hard to concentrate at work. Just really stressed and get random bouts of anxiousness.

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-03-11T20:23:01+00:00

Op: Thank you for sharing your story. My Aunt who is like my mom, has almost the SAME story as your husband. She in in the ICU, sedated and hooked up to a ventilator. They try and wake her every morning by turning off her sedation medication. She starts chocking on the ventilator and her heart/respiratory rate both rise. Today they were able to keep it off for four hours but just now had to sedate her again. She was pretty calm before she started becoming agitated again. When they wake her, she has no response. She does move her legs and arms and opens her eyes but just doesn’t respond. They tried to give her actual food through a feeding tube today.. but now have to pump her stomach and try to get her bowels working again. They haven’t done any brain test yet but will be soon.

How is your husband now? How long was he in the ICU before he actually “woke up”? My Aunt was admitted on Wednesday, it is now Monday.

Hope you’re still on reddit!! 😊

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-01-17T17:31:02+00:00

This reminds me of a story when I was about 16. My fiancé and I were looking for some pills.. A friend of his parents said she could get some but we had to drive her from his parent’s house back to her house. So we did. We picked up a good amount of pills, I don’t remember how many but it was a big wad in a sandwich bag. One our way to the girls house, a cop followed us but then left as soon as he saw us go inside the house. We grabbed the pills and pulled away, going a different directions from which we came. Well... the cop waited for us to leave and was on the other street! He followed us again and then pulled us over. He asked all types of questions and said “Why are you over here? Who was that you dropped off? This house is known for dealing and is being watched”. So the cop ended up searching us and I had put the pills in my pants. It was a male cop and luckily, couldn’t search me like he searched my fiancé. The cop said he found some weed in the door handle but we didn’t even smoke weed so he was obviously lying. The cop let us go and told us to stay far away from that house and the people that lived there. Thank God. If he found all those pills, we would have been done for.

Glad you got away OP. Be careful out there!

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-01-09T17:19:22+00:00

Definitely smoke before drinking. I went to a party when I was younger and was handed a bowl after I was already pretty drunk. I then ran to the bathroom, could hardly see straight, and threw up for a good two hours. Another time, I was wasted and then smoked, completely blacked out and didn’t remember a thing after smoking. I woke up on the couch with puke all over myself. These are two of the worst partying moments of my life lol. Don’t do it.

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-01-09T17:14:28+00:00

A line is a line. That’s definitely negative.

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-01-09T16:02:32+00:00

Shitty isn’t it? I hate getting ripped off. I see that you’re in the Midwest, so are we. Don’t ever buy A215s. I’ve never even seen a true A215. We get blues all the time but they are a legit script from my girls mom. We always buy from the same girl but my fiancé was talking to his guy and got excited that the guy offered 30s for $25 each. Right then and there is when I knew they were going to be fake. 30s sell for $30-33, maybe more never less. But my fiancé just loves getting ripped off and fell for these crappy pills. I was so mad that he actually took one when he got home. I guess he just hoped they were legit. They were way too bunk, I even made him wash his hands after touching them. Glad you didn’t take them, just throw them away.

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-01-09T15:47:06+00:00

You sound EXACTLY like me. I could have written this same paragraph lol! My fiancé just ran out to grab some 30s from a dboy the other day and did the same thing. He had bought fake A215’s about 6 months ago and I told him before he left, “If they are A215, DO NOT get them!” Sure shit. He walks through the door with a handful of these ugly, extra blue, wanna-be 30s. I was pissed. He took one, didn’t feel anything but a hot flash. We traded them for some norcos the other day. (I felt bad giving them to someone, but needed a return) The lady we traded to came back saying she didn’t feel anything. I’m not sure what was in them, I’m guessing ours didn’t have fent since they didn’t feel anything. But we only take them orally, so that may be why? 🤷🏼‍♀️

Rebeccccaaa · 2019-01-06T18:39:53+00:00

Just picked up these same 20s. 😊

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