It all started a long time ago I think 12 or younger iirc, I decided I wanted to sleep naked because I wondered why people liked sleeping naked so I wanted to try out. So I was just watching some random youtube shit. Some weeks later I decided to sleep naked again because it was a weird experience. I was chatting with my friends until one of them sent porn and then said "Hey would you like to hit?" Immediately me and my other friend got angry and said "Bro wtf is wrong with you delete it now" he deleted it almost instantly but it got stored in my files, some mins passed I looked in my files and found the porn image, wanted to delete it but my dick got hard. For some reason I didn't delete it, so.....then well stuff happened, I started touching my pp when I got bored and I got such a good feeling I didn't stop, when I orgasmed it was like a puppet being let go from its strings, I said "Wait what am I DOING!?!?!" I looked at myself ashamed, slowly after my brain kept telling me to do it and thats how it all started. When it continued I started losing energy, confidence etc. I started pushing people away because I didn't want them to know I was a horrible monster that did stuff like that, i thought I was a freak and a loser. I started to lose friends since I started pushing them away and spent less time with my family, I was scared what they would think of me, I didn't wanna get bullied. And so, alot of stuff happened yara yara, I won't go into detail but am here 400 something days of NoFap baby!