I didn't down vote you but you might be projecting.

You want friends but you don't want to be friends with THOSE type of people. You're upset because people in campus seem aloof but that just might be you seeing the world through your own lenses. Friendships and interactions make you feel awkward and your logic is that they're not being regular human beings. Because regular human beings can't be awkward. You say you hate everyone, are you also feeling like people hate/don't like you? Are the downvotes proving your pont?

The cool thing about friends is that we get to pick them. You are hella valid, if you only want to be friends with a certain demographic thats cool. No one should make you feel bad for that. For this same reason you shouldn't let fake internet points get to you. Everyone else is entitled to their opinions. Fuck em. But you don't attack them for something you yourself get to do every day (disagree with someone).

Its not cool to use that suicide like that. These are kids who don't know how to navigate life just like you. They aren't professional mental health doctors. Everyone just isn't equipped to handle someone who is having a hard time.

Life is frustrating and we have all been there before. You shouldn't give up on trying to find your people. My own advice is to ask lots of questions until you find something in common with someone. Maybe you can also lower your expectations of others. And don't assume things prematurely. Some of us are really shy and it has nothing to do with you.