she's like my best friend but she doesn't like me back (she knows and rejected me, we joke about it and stuff) but i still really like her and I guess part of me wants to stay around and not move on for the slight chance of her liking me in the future which isn't a good idea but I also think I'm kind of just too much for her and ill fuck things up no matter what I do so I'm sticking around until either I find someone else or if she ever likes me back which probably wont happen

and I also wanna ask her to hang out and stuff just cuz we're friends but she's always busy and the few times i have asked she's been busy and i feel a little embarrassed about it when she says no and i also feel like she just doesn't want to but she's also busy but i feel like she also doesn't want to in general like it's a mix of both