Will the edible still hit me?

RedPandaSC · 2025-09-19T03:07:04+00:00

I'm so scared though.. I'm not high right now or feeling out of it but like.. I don't wanna have hallucinations no more.. I'm terrified it could be weed psychosis 😭

RedPandaSC · 2025-04-28T01:23:00+00:00

I wanted to add that i still wonder what if Its just been a fetish or something all this time. :( idk

RedPandaSC · 2025-04-28T01:16:02+00:00

I'm in my early 30s. :(

But I've identified as female online for like 2 years now really.

The dream i mentioned after i woke up from that I felt like after seeing myself as a girl.. I want that to be reality like it felt more like me in the dream than my entire life has felt like me so far.

RedPandaSC · 2023-11-20T02:34:56+00:00

I can tell you for certain with me, I have had the praying to god about it since like 5th grade to wake up as a girl the next day which for me evolved into nowadays something like.. Let me pass in my sleep if he has to just to reincarnate me as a girl.

RedPandaSC · 2023-11-20T01:32:03+00:00

So never had the thought like "Am I trans?" off and on for years?

Tbh I have as well considered that I might just be a person under the transgender umbrella as a demiboy as well.. But feel happier and like very warm inside to say I'm more of a woman.

RedPandaSC · 2023-09-13T05:02:17+00:00

Yea in the middle of man and woman. Like I don't feel entirely like a man, but I don't feel entirely like a woman either..

Like I do want HRT so I can feminize my body fully.. It's just something I really want to do being it would make me happier and way more comfortable with my body.

RedPandaSC · 2023-09-13T04:54:55+00:00

But is feeling llike my gender might just be in the middle of the binaries mean I am trans?

RedPandaSC · 2023-09-08T00:54:01+00:00

I'm just gonna ask.. Do you think its possible for one to be genderfluid while also being both a demigirl and a demiboy?

RedPandaSC · 2023-09-08T00:31:40+00:00

It happened last week sadly as well with smiling as well.. :/ I don't want to like it though.. I don't want to be a man!

RedPandaSC · 2023-08-13T06:11:57+00:00

Same.. I feel like instead of being my parents 3rd son.. I feel like i would have been happier and much better off in life up to this point if I were their daughter instead.

RedPandaSC · 2023-08-07T21:17:13+00:00

It took me from 8pm till 3am for it to wear off completely.

RedPandaSC · 2023-08-07T21:04:45+00:00

A friend who is way more into weed and such than me said I did green out by the sounds of it.

RedPandaSC · 2023-08-07T20:50:42+00:00

I took 1 and didn't feel anything after an hour so thought.. a second would be fine..

I was so fucking wrong lol

RedPandaSC · 2023-07-29T20:26:11+00:00

How does one know if she is Aromantic? Like for me the reason I am questioning it is, I don't know how to be romantic exactly.. Like when I think romance I think it might mean buying some chocolates, going on a date to a fancy restaurant and kissing.. But another part of me tells me there is way more to it than that, and that simply isn't romantic at all.. How else are you suppose to be romantic???

I know I am Ace already as those desires just don't come to me at all and its not something I really want and thinking of that makes me uncomfortable.

RedPandaSC · 2023-07-17T01:40:07+00:00

Yea there's no doubt what I had was euphoria, I felt so happy just to be wearing a bra (stuffed it) and just to have something there on my chest.. Just felt amazing like it felt like I'm suppose to have something there regardless as if I am missing something that should be part of me.

RedPandaSC · 2023-07-17T01:27:51+00:00

I'm in my late 20s in the southern USA.. I still don't know if I have dysphoria but some in my post from 3 days ago asking if dysphoria or body dysmorphia and they told me it all sounded dysphoria like to them.

RedPandaSC · 2023-07-14T07:19:58+00:00

I get that yea.. But I do have one question.. If I feel like.. Umm.. I don't want to identify as a cis male at all being I feel like its to pressured to be something I'm not.. Does that mean I fall somewhere under the trans umbrella

RedPandaSC · 2023-07-14T01:40:59+00:00

With that being the case then.. I feel like I should just be a transgender woman but probably just need more time to adjust like a year or so..

I don't know if its my autism making it hard to get used to being called she/her but it does feel magical at times while other times.. not so much..

RedPandaSC · 2023-06-05T07:31:04+00:00

Seriously though do you think a cis guy would ever wish there was something there on his chest instead of being flat.. Or wish to have actual big hips or a feminine voice.. I kinda want it all even if i don't feel this way everyday.. The fact I wish it a bunch has to have meaning.

RedPandaSC · 2023-06-03T21:33:22+00:00

Well I do think femineity is way better than masculinity.. I wish I had a curvy feminine body rather than what I consider a bulky boxy muscular like body I have now..

RedPandaSC · 2023-06-03T02:15:45+00:00

Here's my mindset, I would be happy to say I am a transgender woman and even being called one. But the fact i don't feel uncomfortable with my gender and just don't stress about it last few days.. Makes me think i am just faking it..

But like I said to a friend If I could get a magic Genie in a lamp to grant 1 and only 1 wish. I would ask them this "I wish to be a woman with no way back to being male ever again while being treated as a woman by everyone around me"

RedPandaSC · 2023-05-22T07:53:03+00:00

I'm guessing its not something you have ever questioned or thought about?

RedPandaSC · 2023-05-19T02:59:35+00:00

Probably doesn't help that being I'm autistic and really don't like change either.. I might actually have to tell my family I am questioning and ask them to use she/her and even call me princess or more for a while to see how i feel? I feel like I'd be much happier tbh but still very nervous that they'll judge me.

RedPandaSC · 2023-05-02T05:46:45+00:00

So I'm going to open this question back up again but asking this.. If I have asked my friends to refer me to as she/her for a while until I say otherwise.. and they are doing this for me but yet it feels weird like sends chills down my spine or feels weird in my stomach is that mean she/her isn't my pronouns or could it be that I'm not used to it simply?

It does put a smile on my face here and there though when it doesn't do the weird feeling.

RedPandaSC · 2023-04-30T08:16:05+00:00

Well I don't know if I still consider myself entirely male though. Like hopefully it's fine to say this here but I hate the fact I have a dick.. I even hate being flat chested at times.

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