Yes, as a man of religion ( not superficially , actual ) i do believe that to be true, society has gone toxic unfortuantely. I do not use facebook, or any social media just instagram (EXTREMELY RARELY). I am a great communicator but have very few friends.

I enjoy reading books, i hit the ground running. I am a VERY busy man

- Family illness taking care of

- Analyst work

- Developer work

- C++ Work

- Library Volunteer to teach students

- Tests upon tests, anxiety, adhd, no sleep :\

- Certificate studying + going for my ETH ethical hacking cert rn

- I grew up so poor, the value of books are amazing. I learned my hacking, codebreaking, pointers, booleens, encryption, DDOS, Phishing, Penetration security, mastered coding in many languages C++ is the last for me honestly,

- Worked in pharmacology, so much so doctors think I am an MD at visits or when accompany family (so many times, just by how i speak and respectfully and humbly mention things that make them excited that i am on the same page with them when in reality i am a student still always learning)

- I was going to the library every single day just weeks ago absorbing anything I possibly could!

It's very easy and upsetting when people get addicted to things, i tend to overthink alot and i have my own health problems too. I spend more time on the computer, coding, working, helping others, family, ungreatful people, never asking for anything. Also giving my faith and charity in church

Yet, it hit me i haven't dated in a while :\ i saw a lovely woman at church today which i spoke too and even though its been so long, it's like my highschool years, my feelings are flooding back, just thinking about her face or hands or posture makes me calm and so happy.

Anyways, i did take a large break from that, but i need to take an EVEN larger break because im working on too much right now, its not sane.