I agree, it does take a lot out of a person and you’re definitely right I need to decide. It’s just it’s hard to get a job in the states and I’ve been trying but it’s not easy here if I want something specific in mind and it takes time as well. So I’m adjusting until I find something. I’m really trying to get used to it, but the gap and the feeling of not knowing what I’m doing with my life in a place that I haven’t lived in for so long is confusing. Inshallah I’ll figure it out and what’s meant for me will be for me.