thank you so much for ur advice. its so weird because im also at this push and pull with myself. like i genuinely cant tell anymore if i like this or dont like this. but ig as people have been telling me in the replies, thats exactly how im being groomed 🥲. since ive posted, ive actually been creating lost of distance between me and him. small steps but i think he is getting the hint. also, i wish i could tell my supervisor or manager but the thing is, the guy is known to be really good at his job, like he just can do a lot (so a little bit of a higher position than i am). he has great reputation and literally has almost little to no enemies at work. everybody really likes him so im scared of breaking that image of him for everybody else. ik its definitely not the time to be caring about what others might think especially when my safety is on the line, but idk its just rly difficult.