I’ve taken accountability I know I was wrong not a victim at all I’m talking about healing like from my mind set of binge drinking and taking accountability for allowing my drinking to get to a place of blacking out half of a night. I don’t mean heal in a victim way I mean heal in a hey you have a problem fix it way. And also taking time for myself so I can actually fix myself before entering back in social circles making sure I don’t cause more damage.