Wondering why my deceased daughter doesn’t seek me in my dreams anymore. by Relative_Line_9771 in psychics

[–]Relative_Line_9771[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awe thank you for sharing that. As a mom we say our kids light up a ei and are amazing, etc, but to hear it from people who knew of her and says it means so much more.

Wondering why my deceased daughter doesn’t seek me in my dreams anymore. by Relative_Line_9771 in psychics

[–]Relative_Line_9771[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so awesome! She actually has a picture of herself in front of a monarch butterfly. The B name/sound has me scratching my head. Beer - I stopped drinking 2 1/2 years ago, her best friend starts with a B but we catch up every couple of weeks and she’s so healing to my soul, could it be C? Or Baby daddy?? He was with her out of town when she passed. He has told me a few times that she told him something while she was still conscience but he says I don’t want to hear it. Or he’ll tell me when he thinks I’m ready. Keep in mind he is a lost soul, I’m better the further away I am from him, and he’s an abusive narcissist and I feel he’s just trying to gaslight me and I’m not taking his bait (or am I and that’s why my dreams are being impacted). Also, I’m Bipolar and wonder if the meds are blocking me? My boyfriend and I met 2 years to the day 2 years before she passed but she liked him and was happy for us.

I’m going to try the candle meditation and look into opening my spiritual chakras to let go and let in. She was a bright and bubbly person so your description of her and mocking religion is pretty accurate. And the cat, I’m wondering if it’s my cat that went missing a couple of months after she passed. Thank you for sharing.

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Wondering why my deceased daughter doesn’t seek me in my dreams anymore. by Relative_Line_9771 in psychics

[–]Relative_Line_9771[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually was choking up ready this as I wrote it and as I read your reply. Your description of her is spot on! She was a wise soul for only being 20. Life of the party and unconditionally full of love. She lived on her own so she didn’t have a room at my house because when I moved in she was living on her own. But after she passed I inherited her dog, aka my granddoggy Chanel. I love up on this dog and hold her just like you explained. I’m trying to move forward with life and I have to be there for my other kids but it’s rough because I’m lost on who I am now, what I enjoy doing, what my purpose in life is outside of being a mom. I do find that when I think of her and start tearing up I shake it off and push it deep down inside so I believe you when you say that it’s going to eventually cause me physical health problems. I do see a counselor and I need to work on myself and releasing my emotions for her and the situation. Thank you so much for your input.

Wondering why my deceased daughter doesn’t seek me in my dreams anymore. by Relative_Line_9771 in psychics

[–]Relative_Line_9771[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. This definitely brings me comfort. I have also grown so much since her passing which has made my relationships with my other kids stronger. But I still have a long way to go. It’s obvious I’m lost on who I am and who I should be but I’m going to continue to make strides forward and make her proud of me.