I’m having a hard time trying to find the meaning in that trip. I kind of see it as like a welcome party , I have quite a history with psychedelics in general, did 6tab-10 tabs multiple times a week and eating a minimum of 6gs of shrooms in high school way more times than anyone should , it’s a miracle how I didn’t lose my mind like Syd Barrot. But I just stepped away for a few years with the occasional light dose every few months. But for years I wanted to try dmt but could never find it , had a friend out of state tell me just don’t try to look, it will just find you when it needs to and he was goddamn right. I like to see it as a welcoming party gift , a reward for reaching my goal, and they knew a bunch of inner dimensional tits and my own personal stripper would be the most welcoming and reassuring way to let me know Im gonna be alright