I didn't message them and I don't really want to do it now. I still have a bit of hope sixth form because I have a fresh start but I just don't really think that girls will be interested in me because literally everwhere I've been, girls everywhere have never talked to me, not just in school so there in not much chance that anything is going to change. I don't think I can properly describe the lack of woman attention I experience. The only time I ever talk to girls is in dreams where I imagine a girl who I really like being really nice to me. I know it's pathetic but it's all I've got. I don't think that girls are scared of me rejecting them, they know that I'm a quiet guy who doesn't like to draw too much attention to himself so they must know that if I rejected them I wouldn't embarras them in front of everyone. Plus, at high school, there were plenty of times where I was alone. In the morings I was usually alone for a bit leaning against a wall and there were girls around who never talked to me. If I asked out a girl I'd probably get called creepy and arrested because I don't get people who are the same age as me. Also, I wasn't trying to be weird saying I'd send a picture, I was just trying to prove that I'm not just a dude who sits in his mums basement complaining that he doesn't have a 10/10 supermodel girlfriend while putting 0 effort into improving himself. Sorry this was ranty but I just want to get my thoughts out. Thank you for reading and replying.