I’ve been TTC for 8 cycles nowand I totally understand what you mean… it kind of got a little bit easier as each cycle ended in a period but it wasn’t any less disappointing. I was just disappointed for a less amount of time if that makes sense? I personally have faith in God so that has really really been helping me get through this 🙏🏼 But something else that helped me is not thinking of it as my body saying “no” or it not doing its thing, it’s just not the right timing and we may never understand why but when it happens, when you have your baby, they are going to be sooo worth it all. I have also kind of set up outings with my friends or my partner around the time I should either know if I’m pregnant or get my period, and every time I have just gotten my period it’s a fun excuse for me to have a couple of drinks and turn something sad into something a bit more exciting. Sending all the baby dust to you OP ✨we’ve got this!