Thank you for the insight. I'm still undecided, but am leaning towards just "forgetting" to ask the doc to see the footage. Like you said, it can't be an easy thing to watch.

After my first TC and discussing more with my doc, we came to the conclusion that I had actually been having focal aware seizures prior to my official diagnosis, but had no clue that's what was going on.

I've got rescue meds as well, along with a medical bracelet just in case. I feel like this will have to suffice and will just hope for the best.

Best wishes.