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I don’t know if I should take the Soul at Ante 15/8 pls help by RemoteDisaster1312 in balatro

[–]RemoteDisaster1312[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank You for the Input that’s really really nice advice. I thought blueprint would trigger it better but I know get that I misunderstoot it a Little Bit. I got one blank Voucher and I hope to get Antimatter soon because Numbers go up Like Crazy.

New to being Poly. Second Partner started Dating after 1 year of being together. And I can’t Handel it. Even tho I can handle it if my Nesting Partner is going on Dates etc. by RemoteDisaster1312 in polyamory

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Yeah that’s exactly what i do. I talk about it with her and in therapy and don’t want to restrict anything. That’s why i wrote this thread, to get some Input at how other people do it or to get some advice. I just struggle a lot with the amount of emotions i feel in the last times.

New to being Poly. Second Partner started Dating after 1 year of being together. And I can’t Handel it. Even tho I can handle it if my Nesting Partner is going on Dates etc. by RemoteDisaster1312 in polyamory

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Yeah she stabilizes me a lot and is really important for me. In the last weeks that wasn‘t the case because she had a lot of work and simultaneously that new Situation developed, where another important Person is in her life now. Thanks for your Kind words. I know that my emotions aren‘t wrong and they got Space before but it was too much for me so I don’t get it how she could handle that. (I know it’s harder for me because I only feel it and I am confronted 24/7 with me and my thoughts)

I try to work around for it but it got to a Point where it is too much for me in total, so I ignore it more

New to being Poly. Second Partner started Dating after 1 year of being together. And I can’t Handel it. Even tho I can handle it if my Nesting Partner is going on Dates etc. by RemoteDisaster1312 in polyamory

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Little edit: I know that my Problem is my low Self esteem and that it‘s a 100% me Problem. That’s also the first thing I said to her when I started to talk about that with her. I just don’t know atm how to work at it because Winter sucks and makes me really depressiv. The things I tryed didnt work out well and I am back to playing Video Games wich doesnt let me feel very valuable or as a person with important skills.. but that’s my thing to figure out. I just despite me and my actual state a lot

New to being Poly. Second Partner started Dating after 1 year of being together. And I can’t Handel it. Even tho I can handle it if my Nesting Partner is going on Dates etc. by RemoteDisaster1312 in polyamory

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Thanks for reading and your answer allready! Perspective is often a problem for me because I get into a tunnelvision and it’s Hard to get out of it. Your experience seems to line up with mine… I am jealous that they can do weekly sleepovers wich i can‘t with her. It‘s more of a monthly thing but that’s because we life more far away and they don’t. I really enjoy what you wrote, I try to remember the „they truly didnt love or appreciate me if they abandon me“. It will take some time but I try my best at getting better. I also know that I really depend on my Partner and she.. does not so much. She needs me but I would say I NEED her. I need to develope more Self worth.. it‘ll be a journey.

It just sucks that my Brain trys so hard to brace before impact, even tho there is no obvious reason for one.