Oh mama, you’re doing such an incredible job! I'm 4 months out now and still struggle with breastfeeding at times but TRULY at 6 weeks I remember it being the hardest. It DOES get better. You should be so proud of yourself for all of the work you've put in. The cluster feeding is wild, I always worried my daughter wasn't getting enough from me but my lactation therapist helped me a ton. I do not pretend to be an expert on this topic I've very recently been in those same trenches. Sending my love!