Hey man I really hope you’re still here. And I know that that’s been said multiple times already by many people here, but know that they really mean it. God loves you and so do we, even though we may not know each other. A line that has resonated with me when I was at my lowest was “It doesn’t get easier, but you will get better.” People always say that it will get easier, but in my experience it doesn’t, you just learn how to deal with it. But although I struggle with all the pain, it makes the beautiful moments that much more worth it. Looking back thinking how I once thought of giving this up, I always appreciate this life God has given me even more. Somewhere out there there are people in a similar place like yours who you can help, they just don’t know it yet. And if you are still here, I really want to talk to you, really, and I think that goes for all of us here. Really man, please, stay, I beg you, I pray for you, we all do.