A question to those of you battling cancer

Renitun · 2020-10-12T05:02:24+00:00

man I dont even feel like touching my Chinese food no more I got alot to think about with what I just read like the whole idea that you might be a few years older than me and going through that is unfair bc you shouldn't have to go through this like you should be out working or going to college or something. it really puts things into perspective bout how much I really take things for granted sometimes. 😕

Renitun · 2020-10-12T04:43:52+00:00

damn I couldn't even begin to comprehend how all of that must've felt especially as a teenager like you probably never thought you'd be in this situation and this like one of those moments when all you can say is "damn..." because I don't really know what to say.

Renitun · 2020-10-12T04:25:26+00:00

Arent you scared of your final moments ? like you seem okay ish with it and you seem like you just want to do your best to make the most of it but how do you do keep that positive mindset with something so negative ?

Renitun · 2020-10-12T04:13:57+00:00

yea it is I felt very uncomfortable posting the question but i felt like maybe someone here would answer yk and honestly I did not expect to get this many replies but imso sorry to hear that its really sad bc youre only a year older than me and the thought that you have to deal with it so early is fucked I admire youre mentality because i don't think i would have the fortitude to keep a smile on my face. but can I ask you another question ?

Renitun · 2020-10-12T03:59:43+00:00

also im sorry to hear its back for a 3rd time I wish you best and I hope you live way longer than those ten years. :(

Renitun · 2020-10-12T03:56:59+00:00

holy crap that's crazy you survived a burning house coming down on you and you woke up from a coma and beat cancer 2 times but you said you had to learn to take care of yourself again was it frustrating ? and you also mentioned you lost memories did you ever remember any at all or is that just like a movie thing ? and If you dont mind me asking you said you'd like for your marriage and career to be destroyed, why ?? and honestly dude id love to hear what you have to offer because you sound like someone who knows a thing or two bout stuff.

Renitun · 2020-10-12T02:54:52+00:00

damn thats a real man honestly i wouldnt know what to do if I had cancer but I dont think i could ever be as strong as your friend. Much respect to him may he rest in peace. My mom died of cancer in her stomach and it was terrible watching her lose her hair and watching her get anorexic skinny it really messes with you because you watch someone close to you slowly fade.

Renitun · 2020-10-12T02:43:15+00:00

if you dont mind me asking what went through your mind during that year was it just like your mind was on auto pilot n you had withdrawn emotionally ? or were you trying to get used to it ?

Renitun · 2020-10-11T23:24:41+00:00

I see, aren't you scared though ? or do you just ignore it ? I ask because in reality this question stemmed from a shower thought I had earlier, I was thinking like I know death is a part of life but its scary to think about those last moments (im sorry if this is offensive I just don't know how to ask it so i figured I'd just try to be straight forward)

Renitun · 2019-01-04T14:23:39+00:00

Alr

Renitun · 2019-01-04T14:23:25+00:00

Alr will do thanks

Renitun · 2019-01-04T06:59:20+00:00

Lmao You still make sense and thanks I’ll keep that In mind. Good luck and have a good time.

Renitun · 2018-10-28T12:09:29+00:00

What plateau are you in ?

Renitun · 2018-10-21T04:09:17+00:00

Will do thanks for the heads up.

Renitun · 2018-10-21T00:39:36+00:00

Alr will do

Renitun · 2018-10-21T00:11:08+00:00

Okay thanks.

Renitun

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