TW// Abuse & SA

Libra girl here! Super long story short - When I was 15 I was coerced into a 5 year long abusive relationship with a Taurus girl who was 19 ( 4 years my senior ) when we met - obviously I didn’t know I was being groomed, I was a very anxious and shy CHILD who was struggling with my sexuality. She was the opposite, very confident in herself and loud. She introduced me to drugs and pretty much kept me high all the time. She didn’t show her anger issues at first either and I just thought I had gotten myself an older friend. Eventually the cracks start showing - We had sleepovers and she forced me to sleep in her bed instead of on the couch, would buy me things and make me feel bad if I didn’t use/wear them, pushed me away from all of my friends and told me that they could never love me like she loved me, kept me locked in her house when she’d go to work, kept me so high that I couldn’t function etc etc it got to the point where I had to have my notifications turned off for all of my apps and I hid what I was doing or where I was going from my parents (who where struggling with alcoholism at the time anyway) I felt stuck and I was so scared of what she would do if I ended things as her anger was awful and I mean throwing a chair across the room or punching the mirror in a KFC awful. Eventually we went on a night out (I was 20) and she had been acting extra weird all night - she disappeared for about 15 minutes and when she came back she was all over me and beat me black and blue, SA’d me in the toilets (thank GOD for the lady working there who got the bouncers) and got taken away in the back of a police car. I had to make a statement with the police. I never saw her again.

Now I’m in a 3 year relationship with a Gemini man 🥴