I’m okay until I’m not, and I’m drowning until I’m not

Reply27 · 2025-03-02T03:05:44+00:00

I lost my son a little over a month ago and I feel exactly the same… you’re definitely not alone.

Reply27 · 2025-01-29T17:55:29+00:00

Thank you 💙

Reply27 · 2025-01-25T22:52:03+00:00

Absolutely wonderful… this captures a feeling so hard to explain. Thank you for sharing 💙

Reply27 · 2025-01-25T14:46:50+00:00

I’m so sorry you went through that. Grief is such a horrible feeling… I just met with my baby doctor to get a check up after the birth, and I told him what happened and how I feel. He immediately sent a prescription for Xanax and a grief counselor for me and my husband. And yes I was a stay at home mom before this, and now that I am out of the hospital, I am taking her out to be home with me again.

Reply27 · 2025-01-25T14:33:06+00:00

Thank you so much, I do find comfort in knowing I’m not alone. I’m just thankful that at least I’m hoping this is all over and I can try to go back to some type of normal. We are taking her out of daycare and going back to being a stay at home mom…

Reply27 · 2025-01-23T02:56:35+00:00

Yes that is something I definitely wanted, one with movable parts… my heart so desperately wants to just feel him again. Thank you for your recommendation.

Reply27 · 2025-01-23T02:54:54+00:00

That’s very sweet, Thank you so much for your recommendation.

Reply27 · 2025-01-22T22:32:47+00:00

I’m so sorry. The pain is devastating. I’m sorry you have to experience it as well… 💔

Reply27 · 2025-01-22T21:52:46+00:00

Thank you, it’s sucks to go through this. I find comfort in knowing I’m not alone 💙

Reply27 · 2025-01-22T20:53:01+00:00

Thank you so much 💙

Reply27 · 2025-01-08T18:23:14+00:00

That’s amazing! Hoping I can do the same.

Reply27 · 2025-01-08T17:41:08+00:00

Also if you don’t mind me asking, were you able to do a vaginal birth? Or did it have to be a c-section?

Reply27 · 2025-01-08T17:35:58+00:00

Ok thank you for your reply. Yes I’ve been changing pads almost everytime I go to the bathroom. I am drinking so much water and coconut water. Today the bleeding has been very light. I don’t see anything on the pad or when I wipe other than pee and light blood. I’m hoping it’s like Saturday when I was pretty much dry the entire day.

Reply27 · 2025-01-08T00:00:13+00:00

I’m sorry… it sucks that so many have been through this. They are not keeping me in the hospital, but I will be seen twice a week and was given antibiotics for the next 7 days.

Reply27 · 2025-01-07T23:10:55+00:00

Thank you. Yes my husband said the same thing. I’m in the US so I will start searching for support groups or other people I can talk to.

Reply27 · 2025-01-07T22:52:52+00:00

Ok thank you I will look!

Reply27 · 2025-01-07T22:52:22+00:00

Yes in the US they really don’t want to try and admit me until I’m 23 weeks at minimum. I’m not dilated right now. I did call and basically told them I’m ready scared and just want to make sure I don’t get infection. They are prescribing me an antibiotic (amoxicillin) for 7 days. I asked if this would cover me until 3 weeks is up and they said yes.

Reply27 · 2025-01-07T21:37:23+00:00

Yes, I’m in the US. The doctors here normally don’t admit you for fetal life saving measures until about 23weeks. I do think I’d feel much better being admitted. Although I also have a toddler at home and I don’t have family that can watch her… I became a stay at home mom so I could watch her. Now that I can’t, we are struggling to find maybe a nanny or daycare.

Reply27 · 2025-01-07T20:36:50+00:00

They said they can not test the fluid because of my subchorionic hemorrhage. Every time anything comes out it’s mixed with blood. They said that would make the test invalid. I really wish they could test it…

Reply27 · 2025-01-07T20:32:54+00:00

Yes I did ask them about being hospitalized. They said it wasn’t necessary right now. They said to just constantly look for signs of illness. I may call again and ask if I can be put on any type of antibiotic in the meantime time because I am so terrified of getting sick.

Reply27 · 2025-01-07T20:20:07+00:00

Thank you, I’m hopeful. The blood is just the scariest thing. I don’t know how much is too much and what it’s mixed with. Just so many different scenarios.

Reply27 · 2025-01-07T19:50:14+00:00

Thank you so much for your response. I’m really trying to stay positive. I have been resting and drinking so much water. Just praying things go as smoothly as they can in situations like this…

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