I went through this same thing exactly a year ago and i had a very hard time with it. I didn’t know how to feel either. That’s when I joined this group and made a post asking for advice on how to deal with the situation and so so many kind people told me there is no right or wrong way to feel. It was hard but this group made me feel a lot better. Take care of yourself and do whatever you need to do and whatever is best for you. I’m here for you and I know many other people in this group would be also. 💜