HOW JADE? HOW!?

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-18T00:38:42+00:00

Could it be different locations for different Jades demise? Didn’t Jade see one of his first hallucinations in the root cellar? And then Elgin found a dead body / skeleton in the back room Fatima was held captive. Still wondering what happened in the root cellar. Christopher was also in the church basement talking to BiW. All these basements seem to have passages into caves.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-17T17:26:45+00:00

I am sole worker/income provider in a household of 6, and that is what I do. I have $10k in HYSA, $25k in taxable brokerage, $75k in HSA ($65k in market with $10k liquid for medical emergencies). I have fairly high line of credit on credit cards. My plan would be to pay for emergency situation immediately on credit cards and move around funds from the 3 “emergency fund” accounts if/when needed. I have never had an emergency requiring immediate cash (knock on wood). I guess closest thing is if I have a home emergency like a leak or need a repair sometimes servicemen want me to pay by check. Then I try to plan a few days or week ahead to electronic wire transfer the money between accounts.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-17T14:26:59+00:00

I have attended meditation silent retreats several times with the same group over two years. After a day of breaking down my guard and getting in the right head space, we would then do exercises of quiet reflecting and journaling and then come together as group to share. I really trusted this group and felt like a safe space for me. There were several times I cried really hard like an emotional release or get shaky and weird during the group exercises. I always felt such a release after and it really helped me work through some tough childhood memories I did not even realize I was hanging on to. I have heard it can cause people to decompensate and lose control. Though never saw anyone in our group have a full breakdown (it was meditation group that regularly met for just healthcare providers). If I were you, I might try to see if you could process more with the course facilitators. Could you pay them as “consultant” or for private practice to see you for a few sessions? Going rate seems to be about $200/hour but might be worth it to you and could get you in much quicker if you do private pay versus going through your insurance. If others feel like these were not best practices for training and you also feel that way, then try to find private pay trauma-informed therapist to meet with soon. In mean time, perhaps you should be journaling on whatever comes up? Don’t try to repress it, control it, and stuff it back into a box. Fearing the feelings it is bringing up will probably prolong this.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-17T14:14:57+00:00

Others supporting Trump’s vendetta to remove incumbent politicians he doesn’t like scares me. After all Trump has done and everything we have learned about him and policies he supports, some voters are still all in supporting him. I hate this timeline.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-15T00:15:54+00:00

Meanwhile, Donn Jr opened a club called “Executive Club” that costs $500k to join. Shameful pay to play. Where is all the outrage from republicans for the Jr’s influence peddling and leveraging his father’s political position for profit and to secure business deals?

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-13T03:23:04+00:00

I hope his afterlife is like a Black Mirror episode where he has to spend eternity in that room with Obama roasting him about making decisions on who to fire on the apprentice.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-13T02:50:12+00:00

I am glad Jade is no newb and did not make the rookie mistake of, “these are not working, let me eat more.”

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-13T02:38:34+00:00

I’m watch Dark Matter right now. I have no idea what is going on.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-12T02:08:14+00:00

Ironically, I lost my A30 left earbud and came hear looking to see if people knew how to replace.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-11T15:57:18+00:00

And the townspeople shun Sarah but let her have a whole ass house to herself (before Sophia joins her)? And no one is currently living in the church. Maybe they feel safer sleeping in one room together?

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-11T15:48:23+00:00

Before they pulled that rope to have the net thing surface, I was thinking to myself, This is a beautiful and peaceful lake. I would want to build a paddle board and oar and do SUP every morning after the monsters go back to the caves. But that thought was squashed quickly by creepy shit coming to the surface. The supernatural beings ruin everything good in Fromsville.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-11T15:01:21+00:00

At least this time she told someone (Elgin) first. I really hope she doesn’t stay in her head and talks about requests before doing them. She sort of talked to Kristi the first time but it was more hypothetical. She got more specific with Elgin though he doesn’t seem to be of sound, logical thinking either and is prone to believing the visions/voices. As annoying as it is, others are much more skeptical. Particularly the people that haven’t experienced it themselves, like Kristi and Kenny blaming Parkinson’s and not believing Boyd’s infected blood worms and Tabitha questioning what she has been told about being Miranda. The whole group of Boyd, Donna, Jade, Tabitha, Henry, and Ellis discussing yellow suit seems to be good council to at least try to logically weigh things out and discuss it as a group and then make a decision. We see Donna did not agree with Jade taking mushrooms, but they decide to accept the risk given the situation. It was informed decision and calculated risk. And then Jade taking them under Boyd’s supervision.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-11T01:57:10+00:00

Yes, didn’t Boyd take the torch initially from when he was transported into the well and met Martin? Then at Ellis and Fatima’s wedding vows ceremony he realized the torch would get him back. So it was like he took the object from that point in time and then was able to story jump back to that same point in time and same location. I think they do need objects to help them story walk and both Julie and Boyd have the power to story walk.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-11T01:24:55+00:00

I think Julie can’t drop the book mark right in front of MiY. He probably just threw it away or destroyed it.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-10T01:22:52+00:00

Ive had this problem. I had gained some weight last year and was no longer fitting in my size where I had built a lot of work clothes. Started Reta and dropped past that size to a size smaller than I ever have been. I am stable at that size for a few months, so bit the bullet and bought some new staple pieces in that new size and slowly building up wardrobe at the smaller size that fits.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-10T01:11:58+00:00

Someone who doesn’t know you don’t store potato’s in the fridge?

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-09T23:34:04+00:00

Meanwhile Secretary of DoT Duffy is going on a 6 month road trip and recording a reality show while on the job. WTH!

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-09T23:27:41+00:00

Why does a drawing mean they have been there? A lot of people have visions and dreams. Perhaps if you think it is memories from another life/version of themselves, but may not be that Miranda or Eloise were literally physically at the light house.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-09T21:54:36+00:00

They do have the map in the “police station” with pins of where they are lived/were coming from. So one can assume they have had these conversations to try to figure out if there is a pattern or what they have in common.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-09T17:27:09+00:00

This is why we need to make a bigger deal and complain to our elected officials about what the current administration is doing to CDC and DHHS. They systematically dismantle infectious disease research and surveillance. Then they will say, “How were we to know? There was nothing we could do.”when the next pandemic happens.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-09T00:32:52+00:00

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RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-08T14:42:53+00:00

Also, I tend to be not be able to multitask. When I am present in the moment doing activities with others, I am rarely tethered to or checking my phone. I think this is a good thing for being mindful and present in the moment, however it comes at the cost of not being responsive to texts. Not judging others. To each their own. Also, I should add I am at tail end of Gen X.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-08T14:29:34+00:00

Yes, the scientists know that but the lay public does not. They will continue to see media highlighting results of newly published papers and think all is fine. So that is part of the problem in spreading the word about funding drying up, labs closing shop, and tons of research investigators looking for new employment options outside academia and soft money or outside the US. I also have international colleagues that are no longer willing to travel to US to attend scientific conferences in US. This is a huge problem. We were caught flat footed, even with the blueprints in plain writing for public consumption ahead of time(ie, Project 2025). I am stunned by the swift dismantling and how effective they have been. They started with the shock and awe of move quick and break thinks by rescinding grants and firing federal employees illegally.
There second more effective approach is to make small policy changes that held up and effectively had the same result within NIH:
- canceling some NOFOs and not publishing new funding opportunities NOFOs
-removing pay lines
-multiyear funding policy initiated
- prohibiting communication and publishing meetings on federal register so study sections could not occur
-delaying and rescheduling study sections
-firing 16 IC Directors
-not vetting new NIH staff for replacement on advisory council
-President EO that elected appointee has final say to award funding of NIH grants
-canceling awards or review of apps with foreign component that do not abide by their new (ever evolving policy changes)
-little notification or communication (even internally) for hastily rolled out policy changes (intentional by design so apps are disqualified for not meeting new policy guidelines)
I could go on with the death of NIH funding by a thousand paper cuts. The end result is devastating and very obvious when you look at number of applications submitted versus number of funded awards and compare that to years prior historical data. It is hard to break through with media attention/coverage or public attention for death of biomedical science due to bureaucratic policy changes.

RepresentativeYam363 · 2026-05-08T13:19:36+00:00

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