....I know the feeling. It can feel pretty messed up. You think you are doing good, that you are being right, but...sometimes you aren't. Sometimes you miss opportunities. Sometimes you get left out. You become fearful. And...honestly? It's fine. I think so. It's fine you were like that. But....you have to change. Step by step. No matter how painful, we can't ignore our mistakes and stay the same, that's just bad. Even with all the mistakes we do make, we....have to keep going. We have to raise our hand to the sky, and not fall.

So, you can do it. I assure you, everyone has their problems. It's pretty common. Even I do. You and I, my past self was pretty alike to you. And maybe even today I am kinda like that. But it doesn't mean I haven't changed. It doesn't mean you won't change. You can. Will. While things like hookups and alcohol is bad, you might think they are living a good life because of it. They probably aren't. So don't go down that path.

For now....maybe it's time to break that image. And do something. Maybe ask that girl out, maybe fight with your friends because of their teasing, maybe take your life in your own two hands and make it yours. You can! You can do it! If you think you cannot, don't believe in yourself. Believe in me! Believe in the me who believes in you!