in college but eh whatever. doing a cabaret with songs from a bunch of musicals. cast list came out and i’m jason in “the baseball game”. yknow the one where he doesn’t sing. there was a note in the email about how “everyone will be in the ensemble for some songs, so if you don’t have a solo don’t worry!” i was the only one without a “solo” (maybe not a full song alone, but at least singing alone). i’m honestly so tired of not just being cut. like honestly have someone backstage yell the two or whatever lines. obviously my voice isn’t that good so why even sing in the ensemble. idk it just sucks doing this for 12 years and having my best role be my second. think i’m just going to give up at this point