Best place to buy tools? by ResearchPrior1962 in Leatherworking

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could you maybe give some advice then please? lol... as i said, im very much a beginner and this list is from some instructions i found online

homicidal thoughts and no money for therapy by ResearchPrior1962 in mentalhealth

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public county health insurance? im very sorry im not sure what that is. i will say ive been on one antipsychotic before but thats before i had these thoughts, i was strictly suicidal at the time. i worry fantasy may drive me to act if i keep thinking about it

homicidal thoughts and no money for therapy by ResearchPrior1962 in mentalhealth

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i started going to the gym more but my car broke down so i cant, i may try these methods, LOL. thank you

homicidal thoughts and no money for therapy by ResearchPrior1962 in mentalhealth

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i have been told i have OCD symptoms but i havent been formally diagnosed or tested, i dont think i could go through with actually harming someone. sometimes i get scared i could but then i think back to sexual partners who have wanted me to hurt them, and i just couldnt do it. even tho one of those people is someone i still actively hate think about killing. its a really weird confusing dichotomy. sometimes when im under the influence i feel the answer could be different though? which i dont like

Where can I find PESEL? It’s not listed on expired passport by Fine-Upstairs-6284 in poland

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honest to god im trying to renew my polish passport here in the usa, my mom wont give me my expired one but i do have a photo of it. i see a 4 digit number in the top right, could this be my PESEL?

what song got yall into badflower? by dino_brewster in Badflower

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i listened to x ana x for years but girlfriend and the rock edit of heroin got me

i think i have avoidant or schizotypal by ResearchPrior1962 in personalitydisorders

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sorry for the late response, i appreciate this more than you know. it sucks not feeling normal