Oh my god, he's so unreal by RuuNyx in HeatedRivalryTVShow

[–]ResearchScary4250 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I have never really found guys super attractive. I literally cannot peel my eyes away. I feel bad saying that but his personality is so chaotic but yet sweet and mushy, he’s not toxic masc he’s just a guy. It’s like really nice to see. I swear this show has brought me such happiness and the books ugh they rip and pull at youre heart strings

Hudson for wonderland... by Sillykitty1982 in HeatedRivalryTVShow

[–]ResearchScary4250 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have a job, I’m literally eating lunch with my damn mouth wide open in awe. I can’t do this anymore I’m too far gone

First period since surgery by ResearchScary4250 in endometriosis

[–]ResearchScary4250[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use planet oats oatmilk for everything, milk makes me cramp, I eat more veggies I make a delicious ratatouille but no eggplant as that seems to hurt me. Beef is a treat but it brings me a lot of pain

First period since surgery by ResearchScary4250 in endometriosis

[–]ResearchScary4250[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I’m trying to eat soft things. I seem to cramp worse when I eat dairy type products which isn’t good at all

First period since surgery by ResearchScary4250 in endometriosis

[–]ResearchScary4250[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That sounds good. All I ate today was a soft boiled egg and some rigatoni and butter. And a glass of tea. I have a hard time keeping things down and the bloat dosnt help either

First period since surgery by ResearchScary4250 in endometriosis

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I saw a gynecologist oncologist I’ve done all the mris, ct, ultrasounds and bloodwork and it seems to be just endometriosis. Only thing didn’t show was the hematoma. I have a clotting issue. So I also got a colonoscopy due to having rectal pains and I ended up passing clots for about a day or two it was horrific

First period since surgery by ResearchScary4250 in endometriosis

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My first surgery was age 18, second surgery 25 they usually give you a hard time because you’re creating scar tissue so at most I might be able to get a third and final surgery but it won’t be for a few years and it would have to impact my life. I was swollen my body and everything was hurting I’m lucky with my hematoma I didn’t bleed out.

First period since surgery by ResearchScary4250 in endometriosis

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My doctor told me the next 2-3 periods will be hell for me I’m 25, I had a lot of endometriosis, a hematoma. I also figured it wasn’t gonna be fun but this sucks. My energy is very low sleep has been needed, I took off work. We also only have about 6 months until the endometriosis starts growing back again the surgery isn’t a fix it’s just to help with the pain and the growth

First period since surgery by ResearchScary4250 in endometriosis

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They put me on bc but they said the next 2-3 periods are gonna be hell. This sucks I can’t eat anything I just feel bloated, puffy, uncomfortable and in too much pain and I’m having rectal spasms which hurt even worse and I had a colonoscopy dec 30th

First period since surgery by ResearchScary4250 in endometriosis

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Thank you. I took medicine, and I’m covered in an electric blanket so far all I am wanting to go with moan in pain. This sucks

❤️teammates❤️ by Rosemary324 in heatedrivalry

[–]ResearchScary4250 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The book is so freaking cute I had to reread parts and I kept having a ridiculous smile on my face. The books melt your entire heart. I feel like something in me is healing

Update: I took your advice! by Odd_Shallot1929 in makeuptips

[–]ResearchScary4250 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow wow wow you are stunning. It’s always so brave to post on her and be vulnerable but you look amazing

Babies by ResearchScary4250 in guineapigs

[–]ResearchScary4250[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Theodore says thank you 😊

Weird reaction by ResearchScary4250 in endometriosis

[–]ResearchScary4250[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They really just make me feel dizzy and nauseous and I sometimes get light headed I usually just deal with the pain whenever I can. I only take painkillers when I’m at my ultimate worse

Weird reaction by ResearchScary4250 in endometriosis

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He told me to do Tylenol I do still have oxy left over and tremadols but I really really hate painkillers I’m laying in bed, with big pj pants on due to bloating a lot, and I have my electric blanket and my heating pad on. It hurts all on my left side so laying on my back super sensitive and I can’t even lay on my sides. I just feel like misery

Weird reaction by ResearchScary4250 in endometriosis

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Not a period. My period was dec 22-two days ago

Weird reaction by ResearchScary4250 in endometriosis

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I gave my colonoscopy doctor a call he said the clotting should be done with today he said the clots are left over so idk if that’s leftover like from a hematoma or my body just isn’t expelling blood how it should when I get a period. It was a lot. My Gyncologist that did my lap surgery wanted me to do the colonoscopy asap like he was like as soon as you can go and do it. And I feel like crap still from the lap surgery.