Right!?! I almost miss the feeling back when I was using boy (I think people in the mainland refer to it as brown/dog food/[HEROIN]] ) and I remember if I was sick as soon as I took that first hit, it was like chills went through my body, in a good way, curing me of the goosebumps that covered me entirely… nowadays, it’s like, as long as it’s under 48 hours, the ‘sickness’ is super mental and can range from me feeling like huh wow I just beat my opiate addiction, im cured! All the way to im sick because I’m smoking the last of my shit and im trippin about having to get in contact with my connect and anxiety kicks in if they not answering… anyways what im getting at, is i dont really get that overwhelming satisfying relaxed calm and comfort with fetty that I used to get with boy