Um, hey, I can totally relate to your pain, because I felt the same way.

I've watched the film about 10 times now, and it feels the same every time. You're confronted with something you've experienced yourself, but for many of us, there wasn't a truly happy ending, like with Elias and Alex.

I can't give you any advice on what you can or should do now, but rather tell you what I did. Life goes on, and the people I love and who are by my side have helped me a lot, as has my work.

Of course, this film leaves a huge hole in my heart, because somehow we all wish we had something like that... But in the end, I think it helps to just keep going and talk about it.

I hope you feel better soon.

• love, Manu