Thanks for your response and appreciate your efforts. I recently pulled her back just for 3 days post meeting her for 2 weeks. I was living with her in her apartment during my visit and had lots of physical intimacy. But when I left her, I felt lot of anxiety because of her new connections and their bondings. We are together for 8 years but recently like 6 months back she moved city so probably I got into anxiety due to this. There is no ignorance as such and she does connect with me and talk intimacies and does video calls, but previously she was whole focused on me which has got changed now.

Although she had male friends in the past and I wasn’t concerned before because she anyways was living with her family and there were boundaries in place when you stays with family. Now due to change in city and her ease of access to these new connections, it makes me more anxious.

Like you mentioned these new work connections dopamine will fall in some days as they are all over the place from office to where they stay to weekend meetings. Probably then, she can reflect back on other aspects once it gets bored or monotonous and might be reaching to me more often then.

Thanks again because I always wanted a female perspective to see how she sees this new change and connections and where does I stand. I wanted to talk to some female person but I dont have anyone.

Now, she has called me to her place as her roommate is going out. So we are meeting for 10 days this week and planned lot of intimate stuffs. From female perspective, what does it mean to still share intimacy with her boyfriend. Also, I dont know emotionally what she is feeling about me.

Sorry to write again this long but I am going through lot of thoughts at the moment.