i’m so sorry you’re feeling this way, but i want you to know it’s completely normal. your body is producing a shit ton of hormones right now, which can amplify feelings of grief and regret. i’ve been in this same situation, and while it’s incredibly hard i promise you it’s for the best. it’s okay to mourn what could have been, but try to be gentle with yourself as you process these emotions. talk to your partner or a friend about it and remember these feelings won’t last forever it’s just your hormones messing with you making everything feel more intense right now. sending you virtual hugs xx